[God] comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any
trouble with the comfort we ourselves receive from God. 2 Corinthians 1:4
On that fateful Sunday morning in January 1996, Joy Dimerin’s beloved fiancé,
Severino Bagtasos, was killed when a lone gunman stormed into the church that he
pastored and shot him twice. Severino was killed on the first day of the Islamic
holy month of Ramadan, in the predominantly Muslim town of Alat on Jolo Island,
in southern Philippines. He had a zeal in reaching Muslims for Christ. Joy and
Severino were supposed to get married in May 1997.
“By the grace of God, I am doing well and still enjoying the ministry,”
testifies Joy. She admits that feelings of loneliness and emptiness were the
most difficult things she faced after her beloved Severino died. “I was afraid
that I wouldn’t find a godly man like him again,” confides Joy. “I learned to
see God’s purpose in my life,” Joy added. “I learned to accept whatever
circumstances come my way and look at them as God’s instruments in molding me
and in making me a better person. Through [Severino’s] life I learned commitment
to the ministry and to prayer. Through his death, I learned to always be
prepared to face the Author and Finisher of my faith. Through this tragedy, I
learned to live each day as though it were my last.”
Severino’s killer was a Tausug. “God had intended it to be so,” she says. As
a Tausug she feels compassion for her people because they are blinded by their
beliefs. She now serves the Lord by reaching out to them and the Sama Muslims of
southern Philippines. “I have forgiven the one who killed Junie. It’s hard to
live with the hurt, the pain, and an unforgiving spirit, especially as I work
with Muslims. I have learned to look at them the way God does. It’s only through
the Gospel that they will change,” said Joy with no trace of bitterness in her
voice. The people who wanted Severino dead had the opportunity to hear the
Gospel during Severino’s funeral service, perhaps the only time they would hear
the love of Christ preached openly.
Joy received thousands of letters from all over the world through Open Doors,
giving her words of comfort and assuring her of prayers being said for her. In a
letter to her encouragers, she wrote, “Two years of being broken-hearted led me
to spiritual wholeness.” This was one of the paradoxes in her life. “I learned
to be independent but dependent upon God, especially with regards to my daily
walk with Him. I learned to be courageous and tough, but soft-hearted to the
needy and suffering Christians.” Perhaps, only those who have suffered can truly
understand those who are suffering. And those who have experienced healing can
truly empathize with those who are hurting.
Four years later, God brought Joy on staff with Open Doors. “I never thought
that God would call me to minister to the suffering church through Open Doors.
God had allowed the great pain in my life for me to understand those who are in
pain. He allowed me to suffer that I may best minister to the suffering.”
RESPONSE: I will live today as though it were my last: loving, forgiving,
serving!
PRAYER: Pray for Joy in her important ministry in the Muslim areas of the
southern Philippines.
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